I'm Crying

Trish Irene Wareing 10/21/1949 ~ 9/20/2011
Appendix Cancer (metastatic appendiceal adenocarcinoma)

Trish was the love of my life. For 30+ years we partnered in life, love and adventure.

The other night I was thinking about the final days with Trish and how I could not keep back the tears when I tried to talk to her. This is what came forth:

4/29/14 ~ by Griz (aka Steve Stovner) ~

• I'm crying because you don't deserve your lot
• I'm crying for the emptiness I know I'll feel when you're gone
• I'm crying for the pain I see in your eyes
• I'm crying for the things I should have said and done for you
• I'm crying because I feel inadequate, helpless and exhausted
• I'm crying because its all exploding in me at the same time

~~~ Love, Anger, Regret, Loss, Failure, ............. ~~~

Grief is love-affirming. Recovery from grief is life-affirming.
The greatest loves contain an unquashable affirmation of life which survives the death of any or all of the principals.

~ Trish I. Wareing ~ 5/5/11 ~